raven (echoes_whispers) wrote,
raven
echoes_whispers

hunger

i would have never denied you...your hunger....the endless need to fill it....these i know well...but i lack the understanding of how one loves what one does not trust enough to believe in beyond the shadow doubts....
they came often after our departure...my sorrow grew...then sorrow began building the anger wall between here and there....no my love the answer was not with you or for you fully....it was for other things....my stubborn selfishness and anger became an intense hatred of all i was....i was determined to kill all the magick and beauty that made me as i am....
the whispers on the wind tell...my hunger outruns even the wind itself....truth is oft...a sting and when angered enough....feeds the anger more...does it not?....
the more i denied myself....the more faded i became...beauty fled from my vision and nothing replaced the loss of this vision....i refused the light of day...the dark of moon...i could not live and i could not die....and still my hunger grew....i thought this pure madness.....this my love you know...yes this you know well.....
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